Her luscious lips are hard to resist, but she can tire of make-out sessions. Following our split, I decided to broaden my horizons. Enter my first real girlfriend, Taylor. Though she was initially shocked when I confessed my body issues to her, my opening up has only brought us closer. Although our television alter egos never would've hooked up on-screen I'm more of a Joan Holloway from Mad Men , I was hopelessly captivated by her. Margeaux Watson is a writer for Entertainment Weekly and a contributor to Naked: Black Women Bare All About Their Skin, Hair, Hips, Lips, and Other Parts Perigree. No matter how many times Kiana squeezed me tight and showered me with compliments, all I heard was, You're sexy for a fat girl.
But losing my lesbian virginity at 22 actually stirred up insecurities and fiercely competitive body issues I hadn't known since junior high. In fact, this is what makes the topic surprisingly contested one. Getty Images Fingertips have a huge concentration of nerve endings, making them sensitive to anything from little pecks to a long suck. The relationship lasted just four months. And even though we enjoyed a passionate sex life, being intimate with her always made me feel heavy and unsexy.
But it could be decades older than that. With her support and the help of a nutritionist, I've dropped 42 pounds since we started dating a year ago. Falling in love with Kiana challenged me to confront the root of my Sapphic anxieties. Best of all, when Kiana tells me, Damn, babe, you look amazing, I believe her. I was certain that my large breasts, tiny waist, and curvaceous hips were irresistible to members of the opposite sex.
I'd always been robust 185 pounds , and proudly so. I initially dismissed our encounters as nothing more than clumsy, alcohol-fueled experimentation — little did I know things were going to get much more complicated. Scared straight by the experience, I waited another six years before kissing another woman. Inadvertently, I fell into an emotional abyss, ballooning up to 204 pounds, because no matter how much I appreciated my partners, I realized I still wasn't happy with myself. . Getty Images Her ears may be quite sensitive to light licking and sucking because of all the supersensitive nerve endings there. These assets — in any size and shape — were just so alien and intriguing to them.
Our chemistry was instant and intense. That's when things finally started to click. I embarked on Operation Goldilocks, engaging in trysts with women of all sizes. I so envied Taylor's nonexistent hips and delicate, dimple-free legs that I couldn't really appreciate how much she turned me on. Given that our bodies were so similar shapely, supple, soft , it was like having sex with a distorted mirror image of myself.
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