I wish I could see you, I wish we could make up. I left that day wondering how I would get through the rest of my life without you but I had to do it because I knew it would make you happy. Every second I spent with you felt like an eternity because the world stopped when I was with you. I will not blame you for breaking my heart because without you I may never have known how it felt to have a full heart. Maybe this love will turn to a one that hungers only for friendship. Life is not easy but having you makes it bearable and worth it. .
You are witty and funny but nonetheless you remain a reliable and trustworthy friend. After writing this and sending it, I quickly came to peace within myself. More than I know that the stars will appear in the sky tonight, more than I know what my favorite color is. I still have the note you chewing gummed to my car. While you can definitely mention your physical attraction, especially if you haven't seen each other in a while, try putting more emphasis on your emotions. I just returned home from watching a movie.
I have not wanted anything recently as much as I wanted to turn around and hug you. I explore you to your deepest depths without your knowledge. It was nine in the afternoon, and like a burst of sunlight, the moon fell in love with the sun. Surprise can enhance the message and make the experience more emotional and memorable for your significant other. Its painful knowing the warm sunlight of our friendship has turn into a cold shade. With every new thing I learn about you I feel a sharp, sudden intake of breath with the realization that I am falling. You read me like a book and I feel like I can talk to you about anything… And then I remember the first day I met you.
There was this one time when I was a teenager and I was on a ferry with a family friend. I will always wish to be with you, no matter what happens. I tried my hardest to gain your trust as a close friend, and its definitely worked because now were best friends. So, I try to keep my distance emotionally. I will love you for every time you thought about me, and most importantly I will always love you for holding my hand. I love you just the right amount to know how much it hurts you to not have me. You taught me more about myself than any other person, and in return I can only hope that you know how much I will always love you.
Writing this, I am frustrated because no string of words seems to be able to surmount to the truth of it. Does death have a state that can be aspired to…. My first night here I met no one I could converse with. There was something about them that first attracted you and something that helped you fall in love and kept you there. To bear your child, and to grow old with you.
I said that I was going to marry someone who would give organic juice boxes to my kids, and there you were. I scatter those visions as if they were cursed glitterati. I think a lot of people can say that. I have never in my entire life had these feelings before. We will work through them because we both know how much we mean to each other.
If it is a part of what is necessary for you to feel love for someone. I loved you because we used to fit somehow, like pieces of a broken world, because I understood and you were unforgettable. I want to start a revolution with you. Dying for the ugliest, sweetest human being to see me and feel me. I love how you never match your socks.
I want to bring you closer and push you away, and both hurt unimaginably. You touched my arm as you turned to leave. You have a girlfriend now, and you claim to love her. We become our true selves because of how we feel about people. The months and the years are slipping by and I tell you often enough that I love you, that my life would not be complete without you anymore.
You can choose an envelope that matches your stationary for a beautiful effect. Trying to keep this situation uncluttered by words of affection that may not be received… or reciprocated. I love how we say those same dumb jokes all the time, almost everyday and they actually get funnier. Thanks for feeding my love addiction and letting me feed yours. I miss the one time we danced together in the pub, with you pretending to be my boyfriend and my hand up your shirt. I want the weather to be freezing temperatures, so that it gives me every excuse to hold you in my arms, to keep you warm.
I sometimes lie down in the river behind school in the spring, and while my blood cools under the pulsating light through the trees, in a place where wind has more force and penetration, I allow your being to enter my mind, and I let it seep out into the river. Saying I love you with fiery passion is never an attempt at being romantic. I could really babble on forever but I feel like that would take away from the reason I am writing this. We had gone to that Italian restaurant for lunch, and then we went for a drive up the canyon. You never fail to make me feel your presence and assure me that I'm the only one you think of before you sleep and when you wake up. You waved at me during football games.