My ex girlfriend whom I dated for 3 years cheated on me and ripped my heart out, and I cant keep going on this way. It sounds like you have a strong drive to see things improve, which may cause you to put too much pressure on yourself and others. Realize that you might not be thinking clearly due to your emotional pain. I'm tired of working at a shitty job that i hate because i can't deal with most of other jobs because of my anxiety. For instance, if you enjoy creating music, offer to perform for a religious or nonprofit organization. I don't think any of us really know until we're there.
Put one in your wallet and in your car's sun visor. And this is coming from someone who witnessed the suicide of a loved one, had brains and blood splattered all over my nice new white sneakers and 'hid them' behind the bathroom behind a door under a towel and didn't 'find them' for three days. It is that way for everyone: rich or poor, celebrity or non-celebrity, young or old, etc. Feeling down about your life doesn't have to be a bad thing; it can actually be a useful motivator to help you get the life you always wanted. It has also happened occasionally that I have thought 'Well, if I must suffer so much and so what seems disproportionately to others, then let me be the most suffering, most depressed, most tragic emo goth Christian ever'' and then my suffering reduces pretty quick because I suck at everything, including being the most anything ever, haha. We all need help from time to time, sometimes small sometimes major.
Nonetheless, some traits like love, honor, integrity, and honesty are enduring. Alone, we're scared and lonely, but together, we form connections. We won the lotto my friend, we are here on this green beautiful planet and we should rock out to every single second of life. They make use of most of the time available, to find their purpose. These are those that portray your strengths.
He then went to live with a friend. At the age of 16, his stepfather kicked him out of the house. What should you do when you feel like your life isn't worth living anymore? I would contemplate suicide if it was to save me from dying a horrible death. His mother married a man with whom he did not get along. Faith is the presence of things hoped for, but not seen.
I have contemplated suicide, when I was younger, over what I now see as trivial problems, but at the time seemed overwhelming. No one is given something if it's useless. Take all of your concerns to Him. All I want to do is just disappear. When you go out into the world and others ask you how you're doing, answer as if it's the best day of your life. Maybe you were there to support a friend going through a hard time, or maybe you made someone else feel special and loved.
Your lousy mood can be contagious; however, happiness and positivity are, too. You may not realize how just one kind word or smile - even from a stranger - can lift someone's spirit. For me, how much money I earned as a salary. As described above, all people have both desirable and undesirable traits. To be selfish and kill yourself is a slap in the face to your loved ones.
For example, holding a pencil in your teeth activates the smile muscles, and, in time, you will find that you are feeling calmer and more happy. He survived and he is now blind. Reflect on your positive attributes. The first blow came when my parents didn't let me pursue a degree in Literature. What I would like to know is, what for you would make life not worth carrying on with anymore? I do think everyone would be better of without me and have seriously considered disappearing, even researching methods and tips on staying hidden so they could never find me. And if you weren't, then why are you here. Do you truly believe it was just a random thought.
Relaxed, my cap down and after some conversation, his friend said. I am capable of earning my own income. If you don't see yourself as worthy or good enough, you might not recognize the effect you can have on others. Even Jesus wept and said He couldn't handle it all in the garden of Gethsemane. Your life is worth it and you don't know what tomorrow may bring, perhaps it may bring something that will be just what you have been waiting for.
I will never find a job I like. This world just flat out sucks. This is what my hairdresser asked me after she had finished touching up my hair. Even if you have had not had one bit of that and it has been pure hell for you all over again and you have had nothing to smile about for months, remember that time you did smile and actually enjoyed being alive for that moment? Its like winning the lotto but then thinking about when to give it all back. God owns you and thus you cannot devalue your life or use the Christian theology which says God gave his own self as his child to save your life from his judgment because he valued your life more than his own status as a divine being.