Did you plan to have a family by now but you're not dating anyone? And all those bridges there, always been alone there, that's actually a city where you should take your loved ones to. I am a dating coach but I still work a full time job. I already see a therapist, I have group therapy once a week. You deserve a good relationship with yourself and a meaningful, purposeful life. Most of us have no clue what we want to do with our lives. If you are looking for a more solution-oriented community, check out or. God has become my sole focus and priority, and all other things in my life are consciously allowed in only if they deepen and strengthen that relationship I have with Him.
You enjoy beautiful poetry by Rumi thanks for posting that verse. I used to play guitar an hour or more a day, play with my dog, work a shitty job that couldn't even pay my rent and that was the most content in my life I've ever been. What I have concluded about the matter is this and I recognize it may not be a popular or common response : I believe that we live our lives half and not whole, until we become one with that special significant other. When you date someone and you two break up after a month, your task, your meaning, was to make them happy for a month. You aren't going to focus on all of these at once. Work constantly on yourself to become better. How I failed to achieve my dream, how I failed to be social, how I failed to become a happy individual, how I failed to become someone.
Are you able to stay up all night coding? We cannot fully comprehend the complexity of how life works and yet it does. But that incident allowed me to do was to take inventory about my organizational habits and focus. Suicide plans interrupted by a broken toe, and apologizing for going off topic on your very own thread i. I am also recovering from cancer and my Dad died in December. If your depression out of your meaningless life increases and increases then you can go to this suicidal extreme. Meaning, go and experiment with your life, try things out, and find out who you are.
And I won't leave this world while he's still on it. I am not somebody who really thinks about boys or marriage or anything like that, but when I do I can't help but think I would be the worst girlfriend of all time. But surely there must be a time where, for example, if i was applying for a new job and i got it, but i have a bad feeling. There was a growing dissatisfaction in my heart. That being said, it can affect every aspect of your life. The doc asked me to check for thyroid and the test was negative, I insisted it's the mind and saw a psychiatrist he was wondering too, that I sound perfectly sane but was feeling unlike myself all of a sudden, he prescribed something for anxiety.
I do help other people and am very generous. I understand what you mean about the personality sliding away from the meds, and I'm sorry to hear it happened to you. The rest of my family is divided. I've been thinking about moving around. Usually when you figure out the answer.
While working in the banking and finance Industry in Melbourne, he also served as a church elder, missions trainer, and Bible teacher. That's what you need to build the rest on, so you're on the right track. In order to do this we need to feel safe: safe to feel our feelings whenever we are feeling them, and not hold them in or hide them or avoid them, regardless of what others might feel or think of us. Like those cicadas, a short stay, make a little noise, and then you're gone. Just keep the faith and he will always be there. The sun will explode and humans will be gone anyway.
What kind therapy are you undergoing? I cant remember anything specifically happening in my life to trigger these feelings they just sort of developed from nowhere and have worsened over time. I also frequently numb out my feelings. Now that I got my emotions back, it's so much worse than before. Each of us finds meaning in our lives in different ways. A grief support group might be a good choice. Consider sharing your sense of emptiness with another person.
They are covetous and lustful. You might try learn a new sport, or volunteer your time somewhere. I felt guilty and ungrateful for even playing with the idea of walking away from a position that so many other people would have killed to be in! Or Your life has Lacuna Which can be filled with the interest or hobbies or anything which fascinates and allures you the most do it with great zeal and zest, inordinate vivacity and exuberance. For me personally I still have days I feel like life is pointless. How to I get interested in life, and people? I believe that God made us that way, just as He created us to connect to Him on a spiritual self. I go to school, got the highest grade.
It is wonderful to see so many supportive messages and learn that people are successful at making positive changes in their lives. One way you could try to find your meaning is by doing things that can help you build a sense of self, and guide you to self discovery. That is an example of the freeze instinct. But having a job opens up a lot of things to do. And that's why anyone who has never experienced can ever truly relate to what we go through. If I died, they'd struggle without me.